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yeah yeah
09.18.04 (6:46 am)   [edit]

yeah i know i haven't posted in a long while but i was really busy with family stuff but anyways yeah I got a new hamster, his name's Dexter, my dad wants to move into a bigger house, i don't want to move i don't feel like packing, and our house is already big enough. I haven't slept for a while can't stop thinking about my mom, lastnight i cried for like 4 hours, but crying's good right? i just needed to get it all out. I get too much homework it's not fair i have to stay up all night so i can finish it, and this afternoon i have to go to the mall to do this volunteer work for my 40 hours of community service. Since i go to a Catholic school, we have to say a prayer in the morning and on friday morning i swear it was 30 long, it's kind of annoying but oh well, i have no choice. yeah this is getting really long so i'll stop.


-Rosie
 
....
07.23.04 (11:00 am)   [edit]
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Um...
07.07.04 (8:04 pm)   [edit]
I kind of changed my blog around a little bit.. but it still sucks.. oh well.... My summer is the worst thing ever.. i haven't even been to the beach yet.. i know i'm sad.. I'm starting to read alot of books for some reason.
:shock: My dad and step mom are going to their honey moon for a month.. and my little brother is going to camp and my step brother is never home so i get the house all to myself.. woo!!! hoo!!!... i'm probably not going to have any parties.. because i'm lazy.. Last week i went to the mall and my friend made me buy a dress and i look like a mental person in it.. oh well.. life sucks. I know my life is really boreing and you don't want to hear any more.. so bye...
 
*coughs*
06.19.04 (7:25 am)   [edit]
I have a cold at summer time!! isn't that weird? gosh i haven't writen a blog in ages! well i went to wonder land last week and it was so much fun!!!! i really miss Jake!! i haven't talked to him in a long, long time! my dad's makeing me mow the lawn so i g2g! *sneezes*
 
Lost
04.29.04 (2:04 pm)   [edit]
These are some of the questions i ask myself everyday but just don't seem to find the right answer.

1)Why did my mom have to die?
2)Why is my dad getting remarried?
3)Why is my brother droping out of school?
4)Why is my future step mother trying to take my mom's place?
5)Why doesn't my dad listen to me anymore?
6)Does my dad not love me anymore?
7)Why did this have to happen to me?
8)What did i do to deserve this?
9)Why do i blame myself for my mothers death?
 
Stuff
04.15.04 (4:51 pm)   [edit]
My life has been better lately... I went to my brothers new house to see how he was doing. His girlfriend moved in with him and i don't think i aprove of that. :roll: But he's happy and that's all that matters to me! My dad and Karen (his stupid ass girlfriend) are getting married in June.. I hate her guts. My little brother Andrew hasn't been him self lately and i'm worried. I sat down and talked to him and he said that he thinks our dad is too busy with Karen that he forgot about his own kids, I kindda feel that too but Karen makes him happy and i don't want to be selfish and i don't want him to be unhappy. I really don't know what to do, and i really don't want to wake up in the mornings and find this strange woman in my dad's bed.
 
BLA...
03.24.04 (12:32 pm)   [edit]
I got my report card back today :x i did pretty good my average was 81.234... But i don't care i always get dumb on secend term. I just got the news that Sean's alive....YIPEE!!!!!!! :lol: :lol: :lol: but they just tell me this.. i'm always the last one to know everything :x
 
:-(
03.20.04 (9:42 am)   [edit]
I'm not getting much sleep anymore because everytime i try to sleep i get nightmares.... i swear something is haunting me. Lastnight my friend had a sleep over and i couldn't sleep all night..... my dad thinks something's wrong with me so he took me to the doctor and he said that i was perfectly normal... He said i just need to fight my fear.. i don't know how you're suppost to do that but okay. I think i'm shrinking i'm even shorter now... the march break is almost over and all i did was sit home.. FUN!!!.. My dad keeps worrying about me...it's like i'm gonna die or something.... he took me to 5 different doctors.. i'm kind of freaked out now.... My life is falling apart.
 
Bored
03.17.04 (7:25 am)   [edit]
Today is the boreingest day ever (i know that's not a word). It's still snowing outside... my friend Ashley called and said if i wanted to go to the mall i said no, i'm getting so lazy these days i never wanna do anything just sit home..... It turns out that Mike is comeing back so that should be good right??? I feel so sick :oops:. i don't even feel like eating anymore. i'm bored so bye.
 
stupid stuff.
03.15.04 (11:17 am)   [edit]
Today was an okay day. I woke up pretty early at like 6:00am. WOW. My friend Jessica came over and all we did was play cards, she won....... only because she cheated (GRRRRRR).
 
::sigh::
03.13.04 (6:40 am)   [edit]
The weather is so cold outside i want winter to go away and never come back. Mike's supposed to come back home for the march break but lastnight he called and said he doesn't think he can make it. :( My cuzin's from Ottawa are gonna come here tomorrow. :lol: WOW! my friends actually care about me Jenna, Ryan, Kate and Susie came over today with get well cards and stuff and Peter called me from the airport. :D
 
a bad start to the March break.
03.12.04 (3:59 pm)   [edit]
Today was the worst day ever, at school i had an alergic reaction to some food i ate and my whole body was gone all red it hurt alot. My dad came and took me to the hospital and they put so much needles in me and it really sucked cuz i didn't get to say bye to my friend Peter cuz he's leaving to Mexico on March break and for two weeks of school!! i feel really dizzy but i think i'm fine now the doctor put me on some drugs but i'll be okay.
 
my life is messed up.
03.11.04 (2:32 pm)   [edit]
*sigh* i'm really depressed everything is going wrong my dad's girlfriend is trying to take my mom's place. I try to be strong but it's really hard to deal with it cuz i really miss my mom and we don't even talk about her anymore. I cried for like 2 hours lastnight and i had these weird dreams about my mom...... i don't know what's wrong with me but i'm not haveing the best day and if i'm pissy i'm sorry. :cry: